Scared Out of My Mind!!!!

I'm sitting here putting off packing and I'm scared out of my mind! I leave Tuesday morning for one of the biggest adventures of my life. Jerusalem for 4 months....I can't even believe it.

I've been thinking about everything that has gotten me to this point in my life. Everything that has happened to get me to packing up my life in one suitcase. Crazy how life takes different turns but directs you to something greater.

So here I am, sitting on my bed with millions of things going through my head...

Will I make friends over there?
What will I miss out here in Utah?
Can I really pack everything I need in one bag?
Will I ever see some of my friends from Provo again?
Am I making the right decision to go?

Sadly I don't know the answers to these questions but I have faith that everything will be okay! Jerusalem is where I need to be for the next four months of my life and I just have to keep reminding myself about that!

There are so many people and things I am going to miss but I pray that the things I learn and see will make up the difference.

Four months from now I will be back in the USA. I can only imagine how much things will change, how much I will have changed. As scary and it all seems to me right now I know that this will be one of the greatest experiences of my life.

So as I cry myself to sleep tonight I know that everything will be okay. Everyone I'm leaving behind will be okay.

The next time I'll be on my blog, I'll be sitting in my new home in Jerusalem! Crazy I know!

Until then....much love!