today.

sometimes i find myself getting caught up in the "i should be this" or "i should be more like her"
i want to get back to myself. finding who i really am...on the inside.

i started last night
i started playing a new song on my harp. it made my heart happy
i served a new friend in our neighborhood.
i took some time and meditated (this was a new one for me but the result was awesome)

today i am going to be my best self
i am going to push to get to know myself better
find whats really inside
who i really am and who i want to be
not who i think i should be

today i stop comparing myself
today i stop saying "if it was like this" or "when this happens"
today is today
i can't change that
but i can change how i look at myself today

thanks oscar wilde
i think i will be myself
because i think i'm pretty awesome